It's been a while since i last posted. I just recently quit smoking and I am now constantly depressed. I can't wait for this to be over. The fact that my dad said pay me or quit, it ridiculous. He doesn't know the first thing about addiction and he expects me to quit cold turkey like its nothing. Fuck him. I don't even care anymore. My emotions are going everywhere, I can't do anything about it except smoke which im not going to do. Obviously its better that I don't smoke but I guess I don't feel ready to quit, even though im gonna try.
Fuck it..
Friday, May 1, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Ok
I havent posted in a while, again, so I am gonna write something.
School is going ok I guess, I am doing well in one of my classes but the other is a complete waste of time and I gave up on it.
Work is getting better, not as many hellish days and the money is improving but I am still looking for a different job.
My band is pretty much done, we haven't practiced in probably a month and a half but its fine I guess. I am gonna start recording more acoustic work because I am long over due.
Friend wise, Alex, Jon, and I are extremely close now, more Alex because we're hanging out more and it feels really good to always have someone there. Mansur will always be one of my best friends and finally we're hanging out again after not seeing eachother for about 3 weeks.
I haven't hung out with Buck in a while but he has a lot more friends now so its ok.
I got Resident Evil 5, and beat it in 2 days. One of the best games I've ever played, not better than 4 but still amazing.
Well that's it for now, I'll try posting more.
Later
School is going ok I guess, I am doing well in one of my classes but the other is a complete waste of time and I gave up on it.
Work is getting better, not as many hellish days and the money is improving but I am still looking for a different job.
My band is pretty much done, we haven't practiced in probably a month and a half but its fine I guess. I am gonna start recording more acoustic work because I am long over due.
Friend wise, Alex, Jon, and I are extremely close now, more Alex because we're hanging out more and it feels really good to always have someone there. Mansur will always be one of my best friends and finally we're hanging out again after not seeing eachother for about 3 weeks.
I haven't hung out with Buck in a while but he has a lot more friends now so its ok.
I got Resident Evil 5, and beat it in 2 days. One of the best games I've ever played, not better than 4 but still amazing.
Well that's it for now, I'll try posting more.
Later
Friday, February 27, 2009
Life Part 2
So I've changed since my last post of almost a month ago. Some may find it hard to believe thats possible but I believe it and thats enough for me. Ali and Aaron haven't shown any improvement with being 100% dedicated to just eachother but it doesn't matter because im not usually home anymore. Work is picking up, school is as well. I am becoming a lot closer to people that I thought I wouldn't. My friend Rachel Russo came over today along with her friend Stephanie. Also Ian and Emily came over. Rachel and I seem to be getting closer everytime we hang out. She is an amazing person. Ian is still amazing and I love having him around.
My mom did some readings tonight for the friends I listed above. She told my friend Alex that his karma was over. We were both relieved to hear this because bullshit has been going on for about a month and a half now. I'm not going to get into that right now. I miss the way things used to be, all of the happiness, all of the enjoyment of life. Luckily I am starting to realize that part of my life again. Everything seems to be moving in the right direction and I feel overall loved by everyone around me. The energy is shifting into a brighter position and Im glad it is, negativity is never the answer to anything. All it does is bring more negativity.
Live life to the fullest, peace and love <3
My mom did some readings tonight for the friends I listed above. She told my friend Alex that his karma was over. We were both relieved to hear this because bullshit has been going on for about a month and a half now. I'm not going to get into that right now. I miss the way things used to be, all of the happiness, all of the enjoyment of life. Luckily I am starting to realize that part of my life again. Everything seems to be moving in the right direction and I feel overall loved by everyone around me. The energy is shifting into a brighter position and Im glad it is, negativity is never the answer to anything. All it does is bring more negativity.
Live life to the fullest, peace and love <3
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Life
It seems too much negativity is filling the atmosphere of my life right now. My best friend is contemplating not being my friend anymore, shit is going down with my brothers gf and one of her friends, and my brother and her are getting more annoying by the minute. I don't understand where all of this is coming from but i feel that even the deepest of meditation will not fix it.
Right now my mood is "fuck it" i haven't felt this way since the beginning of my last year of high school. Basically I'm going to chill the fuck out, have a cigarette and listen to some Say Anything. If Max Bemis doesn't have the answer, who does right?
peace.
Right now my mood is "fuck it" i haven't felt this way since the beginning of my last year of high school. Basically I'm going to chill the fuck out, have a cigarette and listen to some Say Anything. If Max Bemis doesn't have the answer, who does right?
peace.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Home
It is 1:27 am and I am bored =]
Tomorrow should be fun though.
My friend Alli is coming over, we're gonna watch movies and hang for a while.
Then I start my second semester at MCC with 2-Dimensional Design at 6 pm.
I'm actually kind of excited for school...for once.
I can't wait to chill with Buck again, he might be coming over after class, but I'm not sure =\
That's all I really have to say for now.
Tomorrow should be fun though.
My friend Alli is coming over, we're gonna watch movies and hang for a while.
Then I start my second semester at MCC with 2-Dimensional Design at 6 pm.
I'm actually kind of excited for school...for once.
I can't wait to chill with Buck again, he might be coming over after class, but I'm not sure =\
That's all I really have to say for now.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Today
Today I went snowboarding for the first time and it was amazing! Mike came with my dad and I and we had so much fun. =]
Now I am extremely sore and for some reason slightly depressed and I have no idea why.
I never know what to do when this happens except let it pass i guess.
I'm too tired to keep writing.
Now I am extremely sore and for some reason slightly depressed and I have no idea why.
I never know what to do when this happens except let it pass i guess.
I'm too tired to keep writing.
Friday, January 9, 2009
New
Happy belated New Year!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been pretty busy with the holidays and such.
I'll fill you in on what happened.
Got a new laptop,
Got Rock Band (thank you Nichole and Daniele =])
Im going to New Hampshire for a weekend with my family and snowboarding on Black Mt. Should be really fun.
and a bunch of other shit.
Work has been hell but im talking to a girl now and shes amazing so it makes up for it xD
I didn't make any New Years revolutions or anything because I think they're a waste of time and I don't feel like you should use a holiday to try and do something, instead try doing it on your own.
Until next time, <3
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been pretty busy with the holidays and such.
I'll fill you in on what happened.
Got a new laptop,
Got Rock Band (thank you Nichole and Daniele =])
Im going to New Hampshire for a weekend with my family and snowboarding on Black Mt. Should be really fun.
and a bunch of other shit.
Work has been hell but im talking to a girl now and shes amazing so it makes up for it xD
I didn't make any New Years revolutions or anything because I think they're a waste of time and I don't feel like you should use a holiday to try and do something, instead try doing it on your own.
Until next time, <3
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