It's been a while since i last posted. I just recently quit smoking and I am now constantly depressed. I can't wait for this to be over. The fact that my dad said pay me or quit, it ridiculous. He doesn't know the first thing about addiction and he expects me to quit cold turkey like its nothing. Fuck him. I don't even care anymore. My emotions are going everywhere, I can't do anything about it except smoke which im not going to do. Obviously its better that I don't smoke but I guess I don't feel ready to quit, even though im gonna try.
Fuck it..
