Life

It seems too much negativity is filling the atmosphere of my life right now. My best friend is contemplating not being my friend anymore, shit is going down with my brothers gf and one of her friends, and my brother and her are getting more annoying by the minute. I don't understand where all of this is coming from but i feel that even the deepest of meditation will not fix it.

Right now my mood is "fuck it" i haven't felt this way since the beginning of my last year of high school. Basically I'm going to chill the fuck out, have a cigarette and listen to some Say Anything. If Max Bemis doesn't have the answer, who does right?

peace.

Home

It is 1:27 am and I am bored =]
Tomorrow should be fun though.
My friend Alli is coming over, we're gonna watch movies and hang for a while.
Then I start my second semester at MCC with 2-Dimensional Design at 6 pm.
I'm actually kind of excited for school...for once.

I can't wait to chill with Buck again, he might be coming over after class, but I'm not sure =\

That's all I really have to say for now.

Today

Today I went snowboarding for the first time and it was amazing! Mike came with my dad and I and we had so much fun. =]

Now I am extremely sore and for some reason slightly depressed and I have no idea why.
I never know what to do when this happens except let it pass i guess.
I'm too tired to keep writing.

New

Happy belated New Year!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been pretty busy with the holidays and such.
I'll fill you in on what happened.

Got a new laptop,
Got Rock Band (thank you Nichole and Daniele =])
Im going to New Hampshire for a weekend with my family and snowboarding on Black Mt. Should be really fun.
and a bunch of other shit.

Work has been hell but im talking to a girl now and shes amazing so it makes up for it xD
I didn't make any New Years revolutions or anything because I think they're a waste of time and I don't feel like you should use a holiday to try and do something, instead try doing it on your own.

Until next time, <3